I totally spaced that I even had a profile on this thing. So yeah. My kids are growing and they are totally crazy now. I guess I just needed some random place to bitch about well the subject of Family. Not even my blood, but close enough to piss me off. Check this scenario out.....I really hope I piss someone off as equally as they did me by what I am going to say here, because the other part of the family will not permit me to say it to the person's, who by the wasy is spiteful and vindictive and evil, I cant even say it to their face! The thing is that family overtime becomes extended people marry, die, are born, spread around the world, etc. etc. I want to focus on the married....Now my personal blood family is crazy and they have been through a lot. The past few years have been great they work hard and I dont talk to all of them, but there are those that I couldnt live without. Now the thing about having  married in family is that they are in all reality earning there way into the bloodline...to be completely united with your husband/wives family is one of the greatest things...then there are those people who disagree with me..not because any of the family has actually betrayed them, but because those people that disagree with the fact that family should be united..those people are assholes. There are certain people that would like to have things their way and when they find the right man or right woman they control and conquer. They try to make things their way and only their way. They beat the person down in their home and even worse the very rare beat their loves down in front of their family. I know this one, who I have officially disowned and worse yet will not be formally invited to my wedding after the backstabbing that recently went on SHE STABBED ME IN THE BACK! This family member who is unanmed for the fact that if she knew I was talking about her then she would try to do something as equally vindictive as I am doing, or worse try to start a fight...in which hahaha...I am waiting right here sister...Im not scared, just classy enough not to drop you...oh and I care about keeping the family united...but listen here girlie...I know what you are up to, I know what sort of person you are..I know that you will have a terribly emotional heartbreaking life if you dont change your ways. I know your game and the jig is up. No one likes you, change your stars...you know get a pill or some therapy...do something with your life for christ's sakes you frickin hypocritical biatch! Your child is suffereing from your drama and your stress, not her own, she is gifted, full of super energy and fun. She is beautiful and you stay at home, doing nothing, letting her waste away in your apathy right along with you. Lady you couldnt survive without your man..NO wonder he disrespects you.. because you harp and rant and rage and threaten...thats all you can throw down is a threat...you dont have the slightest idea of what you have. GET OFF YOUR ASS AND WORK OR SOMETHING. You want a pay off from everyone else and what do you give us in return???? DRAMA! Stop and smell the roses and realize thats not what your shit smells like. I am so sick and tired of back stabbing bitches. The ones that think that they have it all. Man you dont know what work is..You havent worked one honest day in your life. Picture this...Your child's grown, your man left you years ago because his love was not returned by who? YOU!, and now what? no one wants to be around you, because you are trouble. You are hateful and all be damned if I hear you claim that you are a Christian one more fuckin time.You know Hitler claimed to be Christian look at what good that brought him, he was a false prophet...You can not be forgiven if you commit a sin knowingly...and do it all the time...Didnt your preacher tell you that? Oh and politics? you dont know the first frickin thing about em' Republican? Please! There hasnt been a real Republican in the White House, so how can you possibly know what the  fuck your doin tryin to be one? You are smart, but you focus your energy too much on destructive behaviors to appear intelligent. You are creative and you waste your talent playing on the internet and eating........A good person is a dying bread because they are being smothered by people like you.. GET A FRICKIN CLUE MAN! You will end up alone and sad...All Alone..You are losing sight of what is important....Perserving life and love....That's it...Not money...Not fame....Hell I would take love over all of it...Dont get me wrong Im not perfect...Compared to you though Im a fuckin Saint.....Loves and Kisses hope you got the point....Do it for yourself, your good at that.